PROFILE ;

wasssup! im peiqi aka niki^^ how ya doin'?! im 18!very little ppl noe my blog XP hopefully it stays that way?! ^^ the time listed in the blog is wrong.. maybe i will state the real time

DESIRES;

travlling around the world! and wake boarding i love them both n wanna family to be happy!

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er to tell u the truth... this is a private blog and ya i dun have many friends knowing this... ok.. those ppl who noe this blog shld alrdy noe who im refering to when i use short names so the main casts is; me aka I; my fast-raction younger bro aka cyk; my childish older bro aka cyc; my firce dad aka dad or csy; my mom aka mum or lwk; the other casts or actors will be stated on the blog day itself have fun!!!

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
9:09 PM

Happiness is a state of mind... innocence of the soul is very vunerable encased in very safe box but its so fragile that one shake it will disappear disperse... thenyou have to grow up...letting go all the childish thinking and niave thoughts. knowing the world is worst then what you can imagine.the things/exp you think that should be enjoyable turns out nasty unbearable. Horror of the supposely pleasurable experience carved so deep you can never scrach it out.Leaving a scar... everytime it flirt pass your mind the heart sear with unbelieveable pain yet you cant get rid of horribl sensation. Shivering of your spine, you suffer alone...
yet the uncertainty in life carries you forward .. on and on no mateer what happenens they move on carry on... but your perspective of things has changes so drastically like a full body and face plasic surgerly... in and out... 360... just in one day... maybe overnight...

Enter the Living Eden..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009
9:27 AM

=) never blog 4 very long le.... many stuff happen sias... many of them really sux.. change alot le...hiax... but i guess its bttr to rmb the happier stuff...=) i recently whn singapore flyer at night de sooo cool sias very nice~~ but the construction lights near the express way very bright... i like the golf course lights its like sport light shining on the perfect grass n hills=) the buildings are beautifully ligh up... hahas must go!!!!! its like in a helicopter looking down.. above all =D btw it cost only $10 omg i whn wf yl and the photography club cheers!!!
before that...there is a boat show/exhibition lucky i dint get sunburn....thanks to the person who invented sunscreen...=) the boat show was quite good... i hope D some boats got sold but i not sure im just working... hahas slack alot also~~

hmmm just feel like chatting about some sad stuff... i ranaway from home... qurraled wf my mom... wtf rite? i dun even know i can do it...reach home at about 4-5am hiax... dun wat trouble my friends im so pek chek i watched the fast the furious 4 its soo cool but i dint enjoy it as much as i want to...many things in my mind... even now cant rmb wat really happen... but i like the action pack stunts hahas... i wish i can tell the trouble im in this is mind boggling... ... @.@

hopeing to smile all the way ^^/...now is 5/5/09 (12.42am)

Enter the Living Eden..

Sunday, March 1, 2009
6:04 AM

i look like a lobster... kena sunburn -.-

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4:31 AM

now is 1st mar 09
sunday 945pm
today dad mum n cyc n me whn to the seaside i when wakeboarding and picnic on the sea lasarious island... so cool... whn with 2 boats i was hopeing to c the guy i like ^^ but naw he wasnt there :( but no choice wat cant do anthin left bout 10am till 6pm the outing was very nice esp the wakeboarding it was exhilarating n fun ... i love it!!!!! thn comes the lunch. yummi bacon leh n ham sandwich n fried rice hahas on the boat. oh btw 1 is a yatch the other of course is a wakeboard boat....duh... anyway... but 4pm + thunderstomp it is really scary... thn unfortunatly... mummy n i was in the small boat -.-" so frightening but cuz mummi so scared i cnt really show her im sos scared mah.. wl u will nver imgine how lost we are although we when to that place many many times le...it jus changed completly. NOw i know wat it feels no to noe wats around u and u cant control anything but ur self the wind and rain lashed into my face like many whips or rather high speed bullet pallet...idk... manage to c n follo daddi's boat wf kor kor ^^ thn reach the marina safely yes!!! hahas mummi was very greatful to miii im sooo happi sias at least now she can c my usefullness and like need me like appriciate me! hahas thn i think... mummi scared thn i happi ...so bitchy... may b i shldnt be happi bout it >< im such a terrible person...anyway to end on a nostagic tone... i ate movenpick ice cream ... mummi treat de =D

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4:06 AM

about: 26feb after exams
hahas
from now on wards my exams ends i mean for the 1st year for poly...i whn vals house to play but her dad was in then we whn to her rm do diy manicure! hahas so cute>.< anyway i polish both my hands different kind of designs and val put hers very flower like soo nice acutally she say shes to tou ru in to puting le thn she apply alot of flowers her nail polish was very thick like put the fake 1 over the real nails any it looks very ...erm... flowery n pretty. while yl leh.. her 1 very classic and her nails alrdy very nise le then put on some flowers not overwhemling like val's but very highclass look the base polish oso shiny pink hahas like going to a ball... i dun really hav the tia fen like them so got 2 different types of design look abit ah hum...weird like zhao gao dunno wat i thinking... lolx bo pian do le i think oso ok la*smiles* i like tat day.... anyway yl if u ever read this... hahas i manage to ask my mum to let take leave le on 31 mar 09
today is 1mar09

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3:47 AM

i have so much to say... so will put all on to 3 post.... actually they are not really realated...firstly is about online friends i had...exams mah so every 1 around me was having exams thn very boring i made many online friends.hahas many were perverts but some were not. hahas i gave out 2 friendship bracelet that i made. thn chatted with mostly guys it was fun^^ i found out that guys in rl is very different from online... may be they find it easier to chat behind a screen...im not sure. anyway this particular guy i met online his life is very different from others and i was very eager to know more about him. so is like his life is , wat i find quite complicated, but he talk as if it is a simple life... may be it is really simple...anyway i was fasinated n wanted to be his rl (normal) friend. so i can noe him more... however i think this eagerness scare him away i think he think i wanna be his gf -.-" ... i am soo sad whn he dint wanna talk to me anymore (i wish he still will) tt...im not going to make any more online friends le... its difficult to talk to them... whn theres no screen... this period of friendship i hope will be over... however i dun think this will ever be over...it any1 reading knows me thur online erm sry... still can chat de^^

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Friday, January 23, 2009
7:28 AM

cast: my friends: yl,letti,esth,val...
today was yl birthday n tml was mine! hahas we celebrate together!wanted to go TM to eat fish n co. diao dint go cuz val was sick.. so too bad we when her house to celebrate chat n played wii lolx so lame -.-" anyway it was very fun presents was given out ops i forgot to being yl's 1... i got a 'best friend' necklace soo cool she also has 1 >.< im so glad... letti gav me a pressi to (i was surprised-thn she said its 4 last year de x'maxs) how cool was tat! val oso ave me a present but im nt suppost to open it till tml O.o wandered wat it is the enticipation is a killer hahas!the cake was a simple walnut de but its nicer thn i tot ^^, sweeter... we wanted to play sparkers yl brough sparkers n conffity bombs XD we decided to play the bomb thingy but it was soo messy spent alot of time clearing the small paper they oso got stuck in the trees... but it was fun messing n joking. i bought balloons got every 1 to blow them b4 the party during the party 2 bursted eks!!! so sudden lucky i wasnt near it (4 tat matter no1 was near them when they go ka-boom)so i guessed its good.. lolx u noe wat when we were shooting the comffity esth closed her ears like the tightest then after the party she is soo eager to pop the balloon. i tot the balloon poping was the scary 1... anyway i think every1 had fun
cheers!!!!
tml im 18!!!!
happy b-day YL..

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